
Today I went for a run and ran my 33rd marathon in Coburg, Oregon. Where to begin!? I woke up pretty excited to take on this marathon. The shuttle had me out the door and on the move by 5am. I hopped in the shuttle with only about nine other people from the hotel. At first it was just me and another man from Chicago. We started chatting and he shared this would be his 46th state! Due to the crazy, winter weather in Chicago he sticks to fall marathons. Next, two others jumped on the bus to join us one from Alexandria, VA and another from Washington state. After a lot of hesitation the driver began the trek to the start line. We arrived at 530am to a cool fifty two degrees and total darkness, except for the bathroom lights that showed through the small top windows at a park outhouse. Luckily I was wearing sweatpants, a throwaway long sleeve and an old foil wrap. I took a seat and called the kids who were on their way to Garrett’s soccer game. However after the brief phone call I still had about one and a half hours until the start of the race.


I began talking with a few people, first George from Georgia. He has run over two hundred and travels across the US every weekend meeting up with members of the 50 States Club. Next, I chatted with Garry from Atlanta and Robert from Oregon. Both were strategizing about a 3:45 marathon because there was no pacer. I listened and enjoy their plans of attack and wished them luck. George talked my ear off, which kept me from getting in line for the bathroom – although I didn’t mind it. Before I knew it I was rushing out of the bathroom as the race gun went off to start the race of only 200 people. I quickly pulled off my sweats, did a few stretches and jumped in back. We started in downtown Coburg before heading west towards a few back country roads. The sun was beginning to streak over the eastern mountains as I glanced to my right. What a sight as the pink and yellow rays reflected between the low hanging fog and higher clouds. My first sunrise over the mountains left me awe struck. So many days this summer were spent watching the ocean and sky run together in the early morning hours and now to see this amazing view gave me chills.

The race was small, meaning little crowd support, and I spent much of it by myself. Being alone was relaxing and soon enough I was in my thoughts, enjoying the scenery and enjoying the few spectators who came out to support us. This race was what I needed and reminded me of all the solo hours spent running this summer – another adventure waiting to be had.



This trip has been exciting, intimidating, and a culminating moment for a beautiful journey. In 2010 I made the decision to train for my first marathon the Marine Corps Marathon. I commited to running a race that would turn into a life changing journey. I ran that race to prove to myself I was more than a failed marriage and single mom of two, small children. The race was horrible due to under training, a lack of confidence and just a sense of failure in every endeavor I tried. Flash forward to today. At mile twenty one a woman stood hunched over and I slowed to pull her along with me. “It’s mind over matter. You’re doing great! Take in where you are and this moment” She ran with me and told me about how she was too hard on herself. “I said let it go, you’re doing it. Keep doing it.” She hung with me until the next water stop and then paused for a drink. I kicked in my final push.

I passed Garry and told him “Let’s get to that finish!!!” And passed another woman and sent my encouragements her way. As I made the final turn the announcer had already begun saying my name, my time and what an accomplishment to be at 3:49. I smiled, high fives people and loved every second. I felt fantastic despite the dull aches in my calf muscles from the previous days climb.

It was an amazing race. So different than my first and such a transformation for me. I was here on my first solo travel, doing what I loved and enjoying the paths it has lead me to cross. I saw the runner from mile 21 – she hugged and thanked me. She told me I got her to the finish and she won’t forget me. I found my things in hopes of hitting the shuttle in time, but instead the race director himself ended up shuttling us back in his minivan!? (Talk about small race) I jumped in my car and headed north to meet up with my Team Ultra teammates.


After an awesome lunch and time catching up I was on the move to meet family. My cousin’s daughter lived out here and we met up for dinner to catch up. I had enlisted her talents to create a special momento of my race and trip. She did not disappoint, my unique marathon map was perfect.

Suddenly it was Sunday morning and I was heading back to Maryland to catch my daughter’s late field hockey game. My first solo journey had come to an end. I left nervous about my own quiet, reserved nature and how I would handle such a journey. I came back from this journey, which really began in 2010, knowing I had more confidence than I ever gave myself credit for having. After my daughter’s game I gave out gifts to my husband and kids, but held a second gift aside for my daughter. We moved to another room and I gave her a frame and asked her to read it.

I had found it in Eugene and I shared with her the people I met, the story of my climb and how proud I was of her even though she did not get into her singing group at school. A journey can take a day or even ten years, but the confidence she holds is the key to her success. As a mom, a female and a dreamer I hope she understands the power of these words because it took me ten years to finally figure them out for myself.